A much needed vacation and why.

My excitement if tending towards infinity. to quote my sister, "We're going to the land of Vicky Donor! eye candy, good food and SHOPPING!"

I feel like i really need this break. A little vacation to get my head back in the game. Lately, i have been feeling a little out of it. I've been feeling claustrophobic. Every time i think about hitting the books i feel like i'm going to be smothered. It's definitely not the work load that is making me anxious. I guess  it's that i have to do it.

i also feel like my breaks arent long enough (who doesnt?), but i'm having difficulty focusing. It's as if my breaks arent fulfilling enough. Hmm.. As long as this doesnt become  bad thing, i think i'll be okay. Lately i've been away from my usual crowd of friends. They're all a bit preoccupied with their respective boyfriends and prospective boyfriends and studying too. i dont know how they manage it, honestly. Well, hanging around with my old batch of friends is highly boring for a single girl. It's all goo goo and gah gah. Either too much love chat or too much shop talk. I like to unwind by forgetting about things, you know? i'm a bit of an escapist that way. I love to run away in my mind, if only for a little while.

i've been hanging out with another crowd for the past few days. unfortunately, i like it. They're exciting and daring and they're all so good at balancing it all. Fascinating..

My week away from home is bound to set things right (hopefully).

TTFN!

Crushes :)

Awie! I have a crush on someone. It feels so good to have a crush. Just a little one. Someone i can flirt with and annoy. No serious complicated relationships. Nothing messed up.

Hehe. I can't believe it took so long. Men here lack style or personality or good looks or all three, so it has been tough. It feels too good to have someone to ogle. o.O

Crushes are healthy. They're completely innocent, no strings attached and you dont have to worry about all those things. Just be yourself and play along. It feels good. :)