Finally! Its the end of exams. And WOW! This week was really eventful. There was drama, seriousness, a bit of fun and some loneliness. Let's get down to it eh?
This week's drama was, actually, of my own personal making. My numero uno fear has always been, being alone. I cant explain the reason for it, i dont really know it myself. All i know is, I have this innate need to be with friends and family constantly. I'm not a fan of too much alone time. Maybe that's because I know I can drive myself crazy over thinking about things..
Anyway, coming back to the drama. My friends have lives of their own, yes? Turns out I had a bit of trouble dealing with that fact. They had lives and I was feeling left out. And being who i am, i lashed out, at them. Now, this wasnt right of me and everything got sorted in the end but it got me thinking. I've realised one thing about myself, i do NOT adapt to unexpected changes as well as i thought. So i let loose my psychotic side. I am definitely not doing that again.
I guess everyone goes loco at certain times in their lives. And this unleashes a torrent of more crazy. Well, that's what happened to me anyway. i let my loco side get out and WOO! What a hurricane i unleashed. I guess it all did happen for the best, just like everything does. But it still amazes me how small hills can become volcanoes.
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